gone

Do you think that you can only truly love one person? Do you think that in our lives we actually have a soul mate...that one person that we connect with. We connect with to the very root of our being? I sometimes wonder if I am searching for something that does not exist...holding onto a dream that is merely just that...a dream. And what happens if we find that one true love...our soul mate...and then they slip away? Are we able to move on from there or do we never really love again?

Today I stood by and watched a friend as her heart broke. She had that love...that some of us never find. They were going to grow old together and then he slipped away...lost to cancer. Standing in the camper...standing where their future once was...she cried...and I stood there. As much as her heart breaks because she has lost him...my heart breaks because I have never known that kind of love.

Capture: Black & White

Capture challenge: Vehicles

magical age..

I sometimes wonder if there is a magical age that we reach that suddenly we will know the right choices to make.

If so I hope it is 32!

Le Taha'a

I was supposed to go to Le Taha'a. I was promised Le Taha'a. I held up my end of the deal but once again I did not get Le Taha'a in the end. As I sit and watch Le Taha'a now..I am thankful...because when I go to Le Taha'a it will be with my one TRUE love!

hide away...

There are many days when I wish that I could just crawl under a rock or into a cave and not come out until I am feeling ok. Definition of "ok" is still up for debate!

Appropriately enough today Aneesa decided that she wanted to build a fort in our living room but she did not know how! So being the wonderful mom that I am...lol...I built her the perfect fort.

Not knowing that I was building a fortress of work!! I was informed that there is a spot in the back of the fort for laundry...which I am to pick up and wash...there is a spot for her drinks...which I am to pick up and replenish.

Wouldn't it be nice if we all had a fort...to do crafts in...sleep in...leave our laundry in...and be served in.

Ben Harper - Forever

How appropriate that I hear this song while I am preparing for a date!! :) Patience...slow and steady wins the race...right?